For some reason I came home from work tonight and had an anxiety attack about how unclean everything was so I literally cleaned absolutely everything. I changed my bed sheets, did my laundry, swept my floor, dusted my bed frame and mirror, took out the trash, took a shower, exfoliated my body, deep conditioned my hair, did a mud mask treatment, gave my self a manicure and pedicure and now I am listening to Floral Green. I really miss my best friend. I can’t even count how many hours I have cried so far. I completely soaked Bleda’s shirt crying on him the other day.